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I realize that it has been a few days since my last post but all has been quiet and I am not one to write about jibberish. I do have some good news though I got the full amount you can get in a goverment pell grant so I am really happy about that. The rest I have used my Stafford loan for Im not sure how much is subsidized and how much is unsubsidized. I also wonder if books and programs are extra I have two thousand extra for books and such I kinda hope everything is covered in the thirteen thousand I don't know where I'll get any extra from. It is hard to believe school costs that much at least I've got my first year taken care of. I guess that is were scholarships come in. Maybe I'll get lucky and be picked for some. I sure hope and pray this works out and that I can and will sucseed. I looked up jobs online for my degree and there were a lot of postings one was even in London wouldn't that be great. I'd like to work in London at least I think I would. I can't really leave my mom right now though she needs me. It would be really hard to do I need to atleast wait till she goes on her great journey.

My shrink says that when I stop journaling that I'm about to have an episode of rapid cycling etc. I feel ok, mostly just waiting for the thirtyth to get here so classes can start I wish I had more to say but I'm dry right now the days seem long and are boring sometimes I don't have a good game to play on the xbox I'm waiting for Fallout New Vegas to release in November I think, other than that there are no new games out for my style of game playing. I can't wait for next spring when the new Dragon Age will release, that is what I am playing now for the seventh time I just really like Dragon Age origins.

This little net book drives me nutts sometimes. The cursor just jumps around when I pause from typing I never know where I'll start typing after a pause. It usually is in the middle of a word in the middle of a paragraph, sometimes I end up deleating a line or two. I wish you could try things out for a while before you had to commite to buying them I'd be looking for a different book. The shift key on the right hand is really small so it is hard to hit. I don't care for that either. Oh well. I guess I shouldn't complain there are people who don't have anything.

This will be all for tonight.

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