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Yesterday I found a website called Bipolar Blog It had all knids of information on it but the one that caught my eye was scolarships for people with bipolar disorder. I clicked on it and that got the ol' brain a working. What if I went back to school? I thought that would be great and exciting but can I do it. I filled out some forms and decided on the International Academy of Design and Technology for a degree in web design. They called me at nine thirty this morning, bright and early they were on the phone and ready to go. It is so exciting and wonderful I want to get back into the work force I just know I can't do nursing. I had no idea of what to choose but web design perked my interest and it is something I can do from home. I sometimes worry that I am being impulsive but I also would like to do this too. I feel sort of scattered and I am having a difficult time figuring out what to say. I'm not sure why. When I reread what I've written it sounds good so I guess I'll carry on. The biggest thing I have to come up with is grants and scolarships to fund my venture. The advisor that I talked with said that would not be a problem for me so we'll see there is no way I can take out a student loan I can't afford it on my income so I have to do it with grants and such. I am going to take their longer program and take one class a semister instead of three. I have to watch my stress load or I'll burn out fast. By the same token I don't want to be board but I think one class will be a safer bet in the long run easier to finance too. I feel excited and I hope I don't crash later. I have an appointment with financial aid tomorrow I can't wait.